What a great game. I still get mesmerized watching the replay of this game. Same w/ the game against the Penguins. I love my Sharks.
Aside from another weekend, another week of work is here. I am mentally tired. I have a lot on my mind and I feel that I am stuck; my commute is long therefore the wear and tear on my car is taking its toll (oil change occurs faster than before and tires will wear out faster than before, etc.), I can’t seem to be putting anything into my savings. What will happen if I run into a snag? Who will help me? I don’t have a safety net and that worries me to no end.
I hate rushing, too. After work, rushing to get the kids and rushing to get back home then spend 2 hours in the kitchen whilst juggling baths and dishes makes me feel exhausted, not just sleepy the next day. Imagine doing it 5 days a week.
I’m ending my gym membership once my benefits kick in and while that isn’t an issue, I am being pushed into a corner w/ nothing to call my own. From eating out 5-7x a week, it’s down to just 2 now. I look around and cannot find another outlet I can minimize. I bought a pair of Nike’s from the youth section. Youth! It hurts a bit when I run longer than 4 miles. It’s simply because youth shoes aren’t manufactured for running, for training, and I can’t do anything as of yet because I refuse to use my credit card or savings on myself. My savings are for the kids and my credit cards are for emergencies.
My tires have low air pressure. I suspect a leak so I will take a trip to the gas station after work to get it patched. I want the interior and the trunk of my car cleaned. When I first bought this car, I washed it every week. Now that spending $20 on something unaccounted for is a huge deal, I keep pushing back. I hate jumping into the car now. I should have enough groceries to get me through next week so I will put money into getting my car cleaned. Ah, that reminds me, I need to get milk and Pull-Ups for Gavin.
The expenses never end.
I can’t wait to workout later. Back to no carbs except for quinoa and no refined sugars. I did break it yesterday w/ the chocolate brioche from Manresa Bread Project but it is so worth it.
Ok. Venting is done. Moving on.