For once, no photos and no videos for this particular entry. It is 15 minutes till 1AM and I am not just physically but mentally exhausted as well. Today was a taxing day to say the least. I cannot wait until I drift to dreamland only to wake up in less than 4 hours to workout. I had to. Because I wasn’t able to control myself, I had a few cookies in the process. I promised to bake so I wanted to keep my word but damn am I tired.
A lot on my mind but it feels like I can withstand an avalanche because I have him right there to listen to me, to comfort me, and to actually be there for me. It made me blush when he started to tell me how he mentioned me to his manager. The best part about FaceTiming earlier was getting to see and talk to his oldest :)
I can’t wait for the weekend….
Someone I look up to decided to leave this past Monday. I am still in shock. Seeing the family grieve and pull through together gives me a sense that this is yet another obstacle that we will overcome together.
I am tired after work. I do not like to study at night when I should be sleeping or in bed watching something via Netflix. I am the type that likes to be busy and on the go almost all the time but I pack on extremely more than I can mentally handle at times but it is because I saw you do it - after Lil Ricky being born, the family helped so you can continue to work and finish your education. You met Allen, got married, and have 2 more cute ass kids. You had that fairytale life that I have been yearning; education and a family. I am an optimistic person and I strive to the max is because that is the type of person I am but also, the drive was because I saw you do it and succeed. You are my inspiration, Med. I love you. You will be forever missed.
(because you never called me Tram)